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Youtube video of her psychopathological condition
In my opinion, watching the video cannot substitute for you coming in for a session. It is important that we have consistent face-to-face meetings. I feel that you may be right that the video is important so let’s spend the next face-to-face on it.
Ive been going insane for three days now I don’t know what to do … i don’t think this is ever going to end. i can barely move and i was supposed to go to the job today and i cant just tell me what to do i cant go to your office or anything either and i dont want to i dont want to talk to anyone just tell me what to do…
D: continue texting me. Continue elaborating your feeling so that I can understand. If you don’t feel comfortable coming to my office, text from your room. Buy your own food… and if that’s too upsetting, have your mother buy it for you and just get it from the refrigerator and eat it in your room.
Here is a youtube video that I’d like to get your reaction to.
Also I’m kinda of worried about coming in your office I feel like there’s something wrong with my face … I can explode …I’m dangerous… i can’t control myself… i’m a werewolf (are there girl werewolfs?)… vampires require too much of a relationship
ll end up setting your office on your fire or something. but I wont do that right its completely ridiculous. I just want to make sure you wont let me do anything wrong.
I won’t let you do anything in my office and you need to feel safe in coming here.
I did cancel. Ive just been really disturbed by that video. I really couldnt stop obsessing over it. Whether I was that or not. But i think it might be just be because I always feel like a fraud so mabey it plays into that. thats the last time i ever watch videos like that again.I really regret it. never never never again.
You need to watch the video. its 45min long so watch at 10 im not coming in. I just need to be a 100% certain. Please I wont ask for anything else again.
The video is really long so i dont know if you might want to just replace my next session with just watching the video. I dont want to waste too much of your time so it would be fine. Again im not trying to be anything its that you mentioned in your reportCounter-Dependent and Borderline Personality and i was curous and I just happened to find this. I actually hate psychology because I dont understand it at all which is why im bringing this up. Thanks.
i dont know why this happened but i started feeling troubled for a bit and tried to distract myself but then out of nowhere i started thinking that i was gonna die and you were gonna die and everyone was gonna die and i started crying and screaming and i thought of slitting my throat and banging my head against something and was really angry and was hiting the sofa. This just happened like 5 mins ago.
[answer] (Anxiety attacks and cries for help. Yet you are able to regain control. You need to manage these periods better. Send me a text whenever you start feeling this way. In fact, if you can predict before it becomes extreme… any warning signs?
[/answer] I just spoke to my mom that if my father didnt leave i was gonna kill him. But i realized it doesnt matter because its not just him ..
they are all frauds. They’re all devils dressed up as angels. (See Zeke) So its pointless to give a fuck about them. I even appluaded my mother and those people at Queensboro for being such great actors and that i think they should all win a reward for best conartist best manipulator because im really impressed with these people i really am i dont want to be part of these peoples lives …in fact i pretty much hate all people even this society is nothing but a zero sum con artist game. I should just destroy everyone because really were nothing but digusting parasites living on this earth
I dont know why i bother to keep on living. Even if i get better its not like there’s anything really to gain. I should really just die and become nothing. Thats what everything else is anyway and always will be. This world will probably be destroyed anyway. All roads lead to death and misery no matter what you try. Nature doesnt give a fuck about how much you want to live how much u want to be good. There is no good. Nature just wants to make u believe that its all pretty and wonderful and then snatch it away like the cold bitch it really is.
Ok I have a problem because I’m not sure whether I should come tomorrow because I’m not sure how I feel about it anymore and I believe that I may lack the ability to reflect upon myself and now I think it might be a little impossible to gain that ability so yeah I don’t know because I think I might have been looking for something but didn’t know what it was so now im just making a bunch of stuff up to feel like i do know what it is. do you have any suggestions.
Just wanna say thanks for your help. I figured it out now so I’m fine so ya thanks alot.